Hello World

PHOTO COURTESY OF ANDREW

I've been trialling these new meds and I feel SO tired and out of it so I might not write much for a while. It's a combination of extreme tiredness but not being able to sleep properly at the same time. Hopefully the ups and downs will ease.

I was thinking last night about the phrase 'positive self-talk' and how counsellors and psychologists will often encourage people to think positively. So I said to God "Shall I start doing that? Is there merit in that?" and he said to me "Listen to the positive things I say about you and there IS merit in that." And was like "Oh yeah!"

I was also thinking about how different medications affect or alter my personality in some ways and about how I get confused and struggle to find who I am. I felt the Lord say to me, "If you hang out with me and keep me close then you will know who you are, You are in me and I am in you and you will always know who you are if you stick close by because I can tell you who you are."

If anyone's reading this, please pray for the extreme tiredness I feel, please pray that it will be lifted and that I can sleep in perfect peace. "I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone Oh Lord make me dwell in safety" (some where in the Bible).

Love Anna x