Wow - what a crap day!

I never realised just how crap a day could be for seemingly no reason. Well, I am definitely sick with this stupid virus - AGAIN - and although my health hasn't been great these last few months with the CFS, it was so much better last week, I was so much happier! But yesterday morning I woke up all ready to go to the hairdresser and it suddenly just hit! I had to go straight to bed and ended up sleeping right through dinner time until 8.30. Then this awful depression sets in and all these movies I've watched parts of or all of like Donnie Darko and Twin Peaks all start reeling through my mind like some kind of crazy film melange. Those movies fascinated me but they are also the exact types of programme/film I shouldn't watch. They just freak my vibe, they take the soul to a dark level - a place I don't want to be, no matter how great the twist or how fascinating the mind games are. I think I must have a bit of a temperature or else it wouldn't be affecting me like this. I looked at my arms today and thought "what are those things?" Hmmm....definitely a temperature I think :)

On a good note...ummm....? I did a crossword puzzle which I seem to be good at and I got nice emails from Joy all day. Suddenly I just seem enjoying the more quiet and seemingly boring aspects of life like puzzles and well puzzles really :)

Life's a puzzle isn't it? I hope the last piece isn't missing.

Over but not out,


Anna :)